Seven weeks of holidays have finally ended as has my little identity crisis. I spent most of those seven weeks in my hometown and it gave me a chance to re-discover myself and establish who I want to be. Unfortunately, my current friends have not been very supportive, teasing me and reminding me that I am not as strong nor as assertive as I want to become.
Last week I forced myself out of my comfort zone. It was Australia day and so I decided to conform and drink, only a little, and to be honest, I was kinda proud of myself. I can now declare myself a typical teenager, and just as I am writing this I am thinking "what If I don't want to be a typical teenager?" Anyway, I ended up at a little "party" (more like a get-together) and ended up with a guys phone number. I have never been hit on before, it took everything I had not to laugh at him as he made some incredible stereo-typical moves, as seen in Hollywood. :P He is sweet though.
I've decided I want my mother in my life and have began a series of journal entries to keep her updated, which, maybe one day, she will read. My father is leaving me home-alone more and more regularly, to the point where it is weeks at a time. This "Independence" thing is growing on me.
So yeah, there's another boring chapter of my life :P
How's yours?
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